Deeply Appreciated

Am surprised and touched by those guys ytd.
I received a sudden call at night,
there wasnt a manly voice but all i heard
was a familiar song played in the background.
In my mind, i told myself i knew that song,
it was my zhu-da song 小微. GEES!
I was laughing real loud at that moment wen
they sang it tgt as a group during the phonecall
:P LAUGHS
laughs until my dad came into my room and
gave mie a puzzled look, wondering wads wrong
with his daughter. Oops! I bet he must have
thought i'd really gone Insane/Berserk(:
Next, followed by their individual solo singing time,
one by one sang those songs* which i'd
specially chosen fer them. cos each of them
has their special unique vocal, so i've to
specifically picked the right suitable songs
that can purely go and blend well with
their manly voices.
* I didnt force them but they just wanted
mie to choose songs fer them to sing.

Well right here now, I'd like to pen down my
comments as a judge to my fellow guys.
Overall I personally think its pretty Nice/Good(:
Its just so sweet to hear them sing to mie
fearlessly on the phone. But Sadly i cant see
their facial expressions. Guys, u all shld have
video call mie instead! anw out of anything
that instant, I’ve never been as sure that i
even wanted an ENCORE :P
GeesGees, and I couldnt believe i even wanted
them to be a part time singer, praising them
luh. the least expected, they might be Our
next s'pore most potential male singers? :S
And Yes, lastly Tanks fer the night(:
Anw I'm glad to hear that the test i posted
did turn out to be true fer some, so go try
it if ya've the time.

It keeps playing in my head,

won't stop falling.

Things were done and words were said,

that won't stop haunting me

I could choose not to forgive,

and lose my innoncence

Face the fate of those who live

in foolish confidenence.

Summary

Major Outings lately these few days(:

Headed down to Bugis with few cliques
of mine. everyone got themselves at least
one item, or else they wouldnt want to
leave the place. so in the end, we didnt
leave bugis empty-handed :P

Mid Autumn Festival, celebrated it with
dearly cliques this year although some
wasnt there(: and so glad to have MJ and
her brother too, and i shall name him Ming-Di
cos his name is hard to rmb. anw just loves
MJ's presence lots! she can joke and go
berserk with mie even though the atmosphere
isnt right, GeesGees. Adding on, I recalled
the last year I didnt have such fun. I was busy
studying hard at home fer O’levels): Having
said that, I only get to peek out of my windows
to view those beautiful candles and cartooned
lanterns at the playground. Perhaps that’s
how I spend it last year, How Miserable.

Those minor activities I had, just didnt wish
to pen-ed it down. Anw I sumhow feel some
guilt in mie. I kept rejecting my babes’ outings
down the row, so sorrie): And Yes, we’d be
able to meet up real soon.






GIRLS' FEARFUL NIGHTMARE:
Protruding Pimples!
I HATES them planting onto my face!
Please, Please Please Go Away and Stay Far!
SOBx):

Lastly, if ya have the time do take a

personality test of yourself, click HERE.

I guess its pretty True when i did this

test myself and i still choose to believe(:

The rain, just never seems

to bring the joy, I feel the

same everlasting pain of

my loss remains.

My heart, can't seem to

learn to part the hold you

left the mark. All that I

dreamed of now, it just

seems so stark.

My Theory: Life's Like A Donut

Life's like a doughnut,
with a hole in the middle.
Its often tasted as sweet.
But its also can turn out to be the
way it used to be. It just seems
like something is missing from it
in your life, just like the hole in the
middle of the donut. perhaps its no
longer the similar taste you used to
have as before. Still, i believe i'll slowly
get used to it after a period of time.

I see it in my mind’s eye,

it all starts this way:

It’s a forgone conclusion,

an always hidden illusion.

The picture is starting to fade,

which just filled with lots of empty space.

Bring Back Time

All and all, i just want to bring back time badly.

I Lie Lost

I’ve been spending some time, thinking
its alright. Don’t know if I could really
make it. Lie awake in the dark, with
lots and lots of stuffs filled up my mind.
Somehow or rather it all pieced up nicely.
Thinking about something, its almost
breaking. I just want to hold on to my
pillow tight. And I so wanted to have
my first meal, but perhaps not now.

i made my mark,

: Read My Lips

Catch Mie When I'm Falling

I somehow wish to forever be remained
in the place where I used to be, just like
a tortoise hidden in a 17m deep well. When
the sky chooses to rain, I would just hide
under my shell and I know I would be safe/
protected. When the sky chooses to shine,
I would just bring myself out to breathe the
limited fresh air around. I guess it’d be just
enough fer mie. And because simply I’m used
to throwing cautions to the wind, letting it blow
away the clouds I see. In fact I had never imagine
myself to be out of the well one day. Because I’m
afraid/fearful/frightened.

However if I’m forever down there living in the
well, I wouldn’t have known how big the sky would
be like. Everything that appeared in front of eyes
would be so beautiful, I can see lots of beautiful
scenes, lots of happiness? I would not have heard
those repeated sounds/voices without knowing
what isit? Getting out of the well, I wouldn’t have
known how isit to be like being in a different environment/atmosphere/temperature. Nevertheless,
I would know that the surroundings would seem to
be so Unfamiliar, so Helpless.

Still, I wished to be all alone by myself in the 17m
deep well, so that I’d be away from the outside world.
I choose to live in that way which I cant even explained,
due to the reason that I'm assurred that everything
would just turn out well someday.
For now, I just wanna it to be.

I made my mark,

:what lies ahead will be

always as beautiful(:

Comparison

Naraka 19, Thumbs-Down
Apartment 1303, Thumbs-Up

I’m rather disappointed with the first movie i caught
last week. It didn’t turn out to be as what I had
excepted): Anw it isn’t a horror movie at all, PG
rated. Whereas I would say the second one is much
better as compared.

No More Job

Lately I was reluctant to blog abt my mooncake job,
mainly due to the reason that it seems so unpleasant
to recall. Well to begin, I started work straight after
my chalet. And sumhow or rather I realize I didn’t
have enuf sleep and which I even doze off during
the journey to work. I felt so unfamiliar when I
reached there S: However one of the friendly staffs
guide mie patiently thru on all the products. Its not
easy to have it memorized all at once. Certainly it
took quite some time fer mie to absorb all the
different types of mooncakes and what ingredients
are used to make them!

Everyting seemed to be perfectly well until several
hours after I realized that I hardly hear my voice. I
confirmed that I lost my voice. I had to force myself
to drink lots of water and eat strepsils to finally get
back my voice. And needless to say, my backbone
hurt big times! I Swear! It took mie a lot of courage and
friend’s advices to think of quitting the job. Most
importantly, my Daddy supported my decision made,
cos he knew I would not tolerate the
long-standing-torture. I even cried during the
phonecall with Dad. My fone went flat during the call,
and worst of all I felt so Helpless that moment which
made mie cry even more ):

Strangers might think I’m nuts/crazy/ditched, and I
knew everyone’s eyes were on mie. AH, hates it! Sumhow
or rather I went up to the manager and told her that I
wasn’t feeling well and requested to leave early. But
the nxt day, I told her I’m nt going to work any longer.
The money which I can earn is really tempting, 1100+
bucks in two weeks. Call mie DIPUTS or what-so-ever, I
dun wish to care. What matter most is whether u’re
happy working fer the job ant, in fact not partly due
to the money u can earn. And Thanks Friends to be
always there fer mie, deeply appreciate(: I’m Pretty
Fine now! Now currently I’m still waiting fer another
interview call to confirm mie working fer them(:









Anyway now is criteria period fer my youngest brother
PSLE-in-preparations. Hopes he do well with flying colours!
LOVES

Learn to Love/ Appreciate Your Now

Went to Egg's chalet on the 10/9, it was
a three-days-two-nights stay at pasir ris
coast sand resort. Guess what? it was a such
coincidence that my previous poly chalet
was just few rooms away. perhaps some
past memories just flashed thru my mind
whenever i walked past the poly chalet room.







Recaps on those fun happenings during the
chalet, esp the second day. Luckily my friens
pulled mie to stayed on the second day, cos i
nid to start work on the next day. but i Swear
i had No Regrets staying on. i really didnt
except it to turn out to be such a fun as the
first day was pretty boring, i dare say. GeesGees

We did cake-masked on our poor bdae boy Egg(:
seems nutritious and healthy fer ya face?
Well, unexpectedly he took his revenge, he went
running ard to people to mask our faces too.
OMG, it was so horrible i was being cake-masked
two times): it was so unfair cos i did nth to him,
not even a touch to him. Those guys also splashed
pails of waters on him. Fun Fun!

However sumhow those crazy boys decided to save
s’pore water, in the end they resulted ganging up
together to throw him down the pool(: WooHoos,
they had lots of water-funs until the guard came
and gave us warning LOL. And yes next it was
Tau-Pok activites. I believe everyone went totally
and overly Mad!
After such a FattyAcids-burning day, i had to
dive into the beds with JJ and Wins. Simply no
choice, we had to work the next day. Meanwhile
the rest had their night-cycles. I want it badly too!
All and all, i'm now missing those fun(:
LOVES

Move It, Here

__________justhegurlherself_
i've decided to move my blog here.
perhaps it would be a new start/
beginning fer mie to fill it up with
all my life-updates(:
LOVES